My ears caught a melody of a piano playing. I walk towards the sound then into a room and saw her playing. I grab my violin and start syncing with her. We've practiced this for a long time for an upcoming music recital. She wants it to be perfect and so do i but, i often make mistakes. Which lead to her shouting at me. I wasn't enjoying her perfectionism i wanted to go out and play.
I remember when i reached a breaking point with my frustration and threw my violin down the staircase. She soon saw the broken violin and began yelling at me. I was too disoriented to understand why. I fixed the violin and it became playable again. We started practicing again together that's all that matters.
We'll play to the song that we made together. I love my sister and i always will. She makes me feel safe wiping my tears each time i cried. I enter the backstage of the concert hall. I find my friends waiting for me, they... encourage me. I looked at her, sitting, ready to play the piano. And my fears suddenly goes away. She'll be here for me.
We play our songs just as we practiced. The feeling when i'm alone all by myself on those lonely nights and the gray skies. I just remember to calm down and take everything day by day. Just like she said. We played it perfectly so far and i missed our practice schedule where even though we argue. We'll never actually harm eachother.
Right?
Each day problems keep coming on different waves. It's been really rough. But this will all soon passed away. I'll faced it i promise i won't hide anything again. So it all be okay. I feel a wave of emotions as we began to reach the final part of our song.
I took a glance at her. I feel safe, we played the song that we made after the never ending practice. I finished our song. Wait... I? I meant we. Me and her— wait? Where did she go? she was playing the piano just a moment ago. My violin? Why is it broken didn't i fix it?
Tears running down the streams. Falling of my cheeks as i realized something. This was never real in the beginning was it? I messed it up, i'm sorry, please forgive me. I felt a pang of guilt inside my chest as i breakdown.
It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault.
I love her and i killed her.
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